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Hey guys

I know it's been awhile (2 fucking years you mean) since I post anything in this rather empty blog of mine. Just want to give you some update about things that happened.

1. I'M GOING TO UNI IN AUGUST. WOW. I honestly never thought that I would survive high school, but here I am now. Graduated and not dead. Yey! that is something. To be honest I'm pretty excited about uni because i'm taking Veterinary and the fact that this vet school that I'm going to is one of the best in my country, in Asia even, I just. That proves something what my teachers said about me, right?

2. Also, I'm still horribly single despite what my friends initial thought after 3 years not seeing me.

3. Lately I'm still awake even after Suhoor (I usually fell asleep after that) until 8am just to watch Sailor Moon. One of the local station kindly aired this, despite it's always 5 minutes late and almost half of the episode are cut, but still.

4. I really really want to touch Tyler Hoechlin's biceps. I blame Teen Wolf for this.

5. Did I mention I want to touch Tyler Hoechlin's biceps?

6. I got scolded by my parents because I questioned their sense of humor yesterday. It lasted for an hour.

I guess that's it! Hopefully I'll update soon (and by soon I mean another 2 years). Until then!
1. What’s your middle name?
I don't have middle name. My mom gave me the most fabulous name on earth (or, she thought that when I get married later, my last name would be my middle name)

2. What are you listening to right now?
Nothing I Do - Jamie Cullum

3. What was the last thing you ate?
An overly salted steak.

4. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My roommate from my school. I asked her what time my parents would get my report card

5. Do you drink?
Tried wine once, and I swear I won't drink that kind of thing ever

6. Do you smoke?

7. What is the first thing you noticed in someone?
Their eyes

8. What is your hair color?
Actually it was black. Then I went out under the sun without hat or anything that protect me from the light. Now it's highlighted with brown (which is not good. I look like the kids from the slum area, thanks to my brown-yellowish skin)

9. What is your eye color?

10. Do you wear contacts/glasses?
I have perfect eyesight

11. Dogs or cats?
Cats. I used to have two of them.

12. What’s your favorite animal?
White tiger

13. What’s your favorite television show?
Arashi ni Shiyagare and Top Gear

14. What’s your favorite movie?

15. What’s your favorite band/singer?
Arashi and Maroon 5

16. How old are you?

17. Do you have a crush on anyone?
I used to have a crush on a Russian boy, until I realised that he lived in a different continent and I have allergy to cold (it's not like I want to go to Russia - Ok, I planned to go there. But he's just out of my league)

18. What’s your sexual orientation? 
Not important 

19. What’s your favorite color?
Dark purple

20. What was your most embarrassing moment?
I have a lot. Mostly involved with a guy that I had a crush with.

21. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Never. I'm glad that I was me.

22. What were you like when you were a kid?
Let's see, I like to fight with other boy, I climbed tree, and yet I have these unhealthy obsessions toward barbie, make up, and sailor moon (and still do right now)

23. What would your dream house be like?
A place where I could be close to everyone I care about all at once

24. What last made you laugh?
A comic strip in tumblr about DoS and The Brat

25. What is your favorite word?

26. What is your least favorite word?

27. What turns you on?
Sho's expression when he said "Umai~"

28. What turns you off?
Guys crying

29. What is your star sign?

30. What are your favorite books?
Haruki Murakami's books. Also Jane Austeen's

31. Do you have any siblings?
I have two bastard brothers. Life wouldn't be complete without them.

32. Do you like to dance?
I do dance Hip Hop and traditional Indonesian dance

33. What is your definition of cheating?
When he/she

34. Have you ever cheated on someone?
To my teacher on some tests? Yes.

35. Do you regret anything?
Yes. I regret my decision on chosing my school that I'm attending right now. Everything is

36. Do you have any phobias?
Nein. Except maybe fear of having a relationship as for now

37. Ever broken any bones?
Yep. My left feet because of that damn table

39. What is your religion, if any?
I'm a muslim

40. Have you ever been to a psychiatrist/therapist?

41. Are looks important in a relationship?
For me, yes. Since I've planned to go as far as marriage to that certain person, I don't want my future children have ugly faces lol

42. Are you more like your mom or your dad?
As much as I hate to admit it, I'm more to my mom

43. What is your favorite season?
Dry season (since I live in a tropical country lol)

44. Do you have any tattoos?

45. Do you have any piercings? 
Just ears.

46. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
What kind of question is this? This is rather offensive you know

47. Have you ever had a crush on a fictional character?
All. The. Time.

48. Who is your celebrity crush?

I wish these two would just get married to each other already

49. Are you a virgin?

50. Do you get jealous easily?
Yes, I think.

51. What is your favorite type of food?
Anything that's made by pasta.

52. Do you ever want to get married?

53. Who was your first kiss with?
A guy named Egi. And that was inderect kiss. Hahaha pretty lousy

54. Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes by my parents.

55. What is your idea of the perfect date?
The two of us, just embracing each other.

56. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?

57. Do you believe in aliens or life on other planets?

58. What talent do you wish you’d been born with?
Mind manipulating

59. What is your saddest memory?
When I lost my grandma when I was 10 years old. I couldn't cry at her funeral. But whenever I thought about it, I ended up crying.

60. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I've experienced it many times before. So there you have it

61. Do you believe in soul mates?

62. Have you ever dyed your hair?
Nature dyed my hair everytime I go out

63. Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
Thank god, no.

64. Would you go against your moral code for money?
No. I'm rich already.

65. What are three things most people don’t know about you?
I'm actually very sensitive about animals, but yet I'm not a vegetarian.
I like girl stuff (despite my appereance and my boyish attitude)
I ate 5 times a day, and yet my weight is constant

66. Who are you jealous of?
No one, for now.

67. Do you sleep with a stuffed toy?
Never. I don't have any stuffed toy.

68. How long was your longest relationship?
Another offensive question :/

69. Is the glass half empty or half full?
The water is leaking from the glass

70. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
When he look straight to my eyes

71. Who is your most loyal friend?
I do have some friends, but I don't know if they were loyal to me.

72. Are you in a relationship?
The most offensive question of all

73. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
His personality

74. Are you a bad person?
Yes, sometimes.

75. Are you a lover or a fighter?

76. What did you do on your last birthday?
Stuck on an airport because the flight was postponed a day.

77. What is your favorite quote and why?

78. If your best friend died, what would you do?
I would ended up like when my grandma was dead.

79. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
I want to spend more time with my grandma.

80. If you only had 24 hours to live, what would you do?
I want to throw a party and invite every single person that I care the most

81. What is the strangest dream you’ve ever had?
That one time when I attend underwater wedding of Sakurai Sho and Matsumoto Jun. Then suddenly a shark ruin everything, even the grooms.

82. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Probably single

83. Who were you in a past life?
I was Sailor Pluto

84. What is your happiest childhood memory?
Hanging out with my parents and my grandma

85. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
HA, that's the only I've ever experienced in love

86. Have you ever had an imaginary friend?

87. If you were the president, what would you do?
I would appointed someone to be my substitude

88. What is your ideal career?
When I could handle both my job and my family.

89. What is your political affiliation?
What should I expect from my country's political situation?

90. Are you conservative or liberal?
Isn't this pretty much the same question as above?

91. Is the male or female body closest to perfection?
This rather a stupid question

92. Do you like kissing in public?
My mom does it a lot with my dad. And seeing other people reaction, I think I don't want that

93. If you could change one thing in the world, what would you change?
Obsession towards money

94. Where would you like to live?
In a peaceful island surrounded by bright blue ocean

95. Where would you go on your dream vacation?
To Greece with Matsumoto Jun

96. Describe yourself in one word.

97. Describe yourself in one sentence. 
A girl who full of herself but yet can't even handle a simple problem.

98. Where do you see yourself in five years?
In a medical school, dealing with some dead bodies.

99. What is your greatest accomplishment?
To make it this far.

100. What is the meaning of life?
When I eat pasta and drink a cup of Toraja coffee. That's life


so, i'm here right now at ritsumeikan university. after an hour an half looking for this shit lol

anyway, i've arrived at osaka since yesterday. it was quite chilly and seeing arashi on the tv screen was different from the computer. still trying to adjust somethings like the weather and the time. it's already dark out there, although it's still 5 pm.

and that's my daily report. will write tomorrow too (i guess)

Make up Post

Greetings youngsters! Sorry for haven't posting anything for a long time (too busy lurking around at tumblr and twitter lol)

Anyway, I just wanted to report few things about what have I done lately (basically, this is a make up post from me)

I just finished my mid term exam, with some unexpected scores in German, Civic Education, and Math.
For German, since I took German course outside the school, I got incredibly good score. For the first time in my life, I saw 95 on my report card (because I'm actually not that good in language, English was an exception though). My teacher's method in class actually was quite dull. She treated us like a bunch of babies (you know, with that weird face and trying to make some jokes but we were all like ~krik krik krik~). So yeah, it was all thanks to Goethe, not her (I just hate her that much)

And for Civic Education, I got 47 lol. My dad was questioning my nationality and laughing at my score. He even said, "I bet you don't even know half of Pancasila" I damn knew  all Pancasila. And my teacher for this subject was like... URG. He is a douche, to put it simple.

And Math well, I got 76. It was a big achievement for me though (I'm that dumb at math). I literally was crying when I saw my math score lol. Maybe because it was in Cambridge standard. But still, I congratulated my self after that.

Btw, I'm going to Japan next week. Me and my friends going to attend Japan Super Science Fair in Kyoto. And later on, go to Tokyo  ~for hunting some stuff~  XD

I'll report my time in Japan (maybe)
Hello folks! long time no see

It's been a while since my last post here. I'm a little bit sick now.

Well, you know. That "thing" that always come once in a month.

For the 15 years of my life, this is my first time experiencing this kind of thing. And it's fucking hurt. It feels like something is punching my womb. And i want to throw up at any time.

I've been taking medicine, but it still didn't work.

Gah, i wish  i was a guy at this moment :(
Guten tag! Ich heiβe amyra :)

So.. that was the first thing that I learned from Goethe institut in Jakarta. I decided to take the German course since I'll learn it on the 11 grade.

How was my first lesson?

I was clueless, since the teacher only used 10% Bahasa Indonesia in the class. He kept saying "Deutsch ist einfacht" while me and my other friends only get the words that was similar to English. Actually, me and my other friends who were from the same school were learning other language. I was learning japanese by my own, my friend named Ming-Ming was learning chinese, and last the only boy in the group named Anshor was learning french (He actually already mastered it, both french and English). 

And at the last minute, we were dancing. Yeah, literally dancing. In the class. Circling around while the backsound was the song called "Wanke dem po". Basically, it was the german version of hockey pockey song.

Well, tschüss

Writer's Block: Stories of old

Who is your favorite mythical creature/character, and why?

I always love greek goddess since I was little. That's because their character that was supposed to be like goddess-like but instead they also have lust, envy, and stubborn. It is interesting to see their interaction with other god or goddess and sometime misuse their power for their own good. 


Just read this from arama:

Breaking News Japan 8.8 Earthquake

Japan was struck by a magnitude-8.8 earthquake off its northeastern coast Friday, triggering a 4-metre tsunami that washed away cars and tore away buildings along the coast near the epicentre.

In various locations along Japan's coast, TV footage showed severe flooding, with dozens of cars, boats and even buildings being carried along by waters. A large ship swept away by the tsunami rammed directly into a breakwater in Kesennuma city in Miyagi prefecture, according to footage on public broadcaster NHK.

Officials were trying to assess possible damage from the quake but had no immediate details.

The quake that struck 2:46 p.m. local time was followed by a series of aftershocks, including a 7.4-magnitude one about 30 minutes later. The U.S. Geological Survey upgraded the strength of the first quake to a magnitude 8.8.

The meteorological agency issued a tsunami warning for the entire Pacific coast of Japan. National broadcaster NHK was warning those near the coast to get to safer ground.

The Pacific Tsunami Warning Center in Hawaii said a tsunami warning was in effect for Japan, Russia, Marcus Island and the Northern Marianas. A tsunami watch has been issued for Guam, Taiwan, the Philippines, Indonesia and the U.S. state of Hawaii.


The quake struck at a depth of 10 kilometres, about 125 kilometres off the eastern coast, the agency said. The area is 380 kilometres northeast of Tokyo.

In downtown Tokyo, large buildings shook violently and workers poured into the street for safety. TV footage showed a large building on fire and bellowing smoke in the Odaiba district of Tokyo.

In central Tokyo, trains were stopped and passengers walked along the tracks to platforms.

Footage on NHK from their Sendai office showed employees stumbling around and books and papers crashing from desks.

Several quakes had hit the same region in recent days, including a 7.3 magnitude one on Wednesday.

Thirty minutes after the quake, tall buildings were still swaying in Tokyo and mobile phone networks were not working. Japan's Coast Guard has set up task force and officials are standing by for emergency contingencies, Coast Guard official Yosuke Oi said.

“I'm afraid we'll soon find out about damages, since the quake was so strong,” he said

OH MY GOD. This is so  not happening. But sadly, it is.

Aiba's parents are in chiba. And Chiba suffered the bad effects.

The worst part is

NHK already reported that japan dead counts 6884.  

And it is reported too that  East Indonesia will face tsunami 3 hours later after this news was released.

I'm shaking right now. I really hope everyone's safe there. Especially Arashi (since I don't have any relatives there).
And for my family in Kalimantan. I hope the tsunami wouldn't reach there :(

Writer's Block: Happy, happy, joy, joy

Which song makes you happy every time you hear it, and why?

I guess that would be Arashi's Ready to Fly. Although this song wasn't a happy song, but every time I heard this I feel at ease. Well, because most of the time I was in the grumpy mood (which is remind me of matsujun's mood situation in VS Arashi that the cats of Miura's getsu drama was the guess star).

My other happy song is Guns N' Roses Welcome To The Jungle. This song could release all of the anger I had in me and this makes me a little bit happy, I guess 


I'm going nuts. Need a psychiatrist NOW.

Just finished a hundred of biology question and 6 essays for my mid term test. And i could hear the sound that only could be made by electricity malfunction from my brain. So far, I've been laughing all by myself when i think about those fucking human systems.

You see, I had to finish the entire book worth of a year learning at normal school in only 2 months. And my biology teacher was like Meryl Streep in Devil wears prada. I'm sick of my school's curriculum damn it!!